Selma Blair kirjeldab südantlõhetavas postituses elu raske haigusega

Sügisel kirjeldas Selma, kuidas tal pudenevad vahel asjad käest, ta kukub ning mälu on muutunud uduseks. Ta nentis, et diagnoosi saamine on kergendus - ilmselt on ta põdenud sed ahaigust juba 15 aastat.

Nüüd kirjutab näitlejanna, et aeg-ajalt tabab teda talitsematu ärevus. „Väljas, seltskonnas käimine nõuab kõrget hinda. Mu aju põleb. Ma külmetan,“ kirjeldas ta haiguse mõju ning lisas, et tunneb end sellistel hetkedel väga üksildasena.

 

 

 

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There is a truth with neurogedenerative brain disease. It is uncomfortable. It is a stadium of uncontrollable anxiety at times. Going out, being sociable holds a heavy price. My brain is on fire. I am freezing. We feel alone with it even though the loving support has been a god send and appreciated. People write me asking how I do it. I do my best. But I choke with the pain of what I have lost and what I dare hope for. and how challenging it is to walk around . But my smiles are genuine. This is ok. Life is an adventure with many shards of awakening. I can’t sleep at night but daytime I have trouble staying awake . I am a grown woman holding onto a bear that belonged to a sister type of mine. ( thank you @k.d.w.r ) we do what we can. I have a full week ahead with mothering and appointments and things to look forward to. But like many of us, I am praying. Soaking in love where I can. It’s not easy. That’s ok. I send love to you. And by the way, this #eileenfisher sweater is my go to cozy tonight in this hotel room. Thank you. And @lorrigoddard_ I can’t thank you enough for the morale boost of blonde. And to my love @mrchrismcmillan 🖤 #humancondition #strengthinvulnerablity #MS #stillanactress #always #willmakeitwork #heartwideopen ❤️ #thisisforallofus. #littlethings

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Pisipoeg Arthurit kasvataval Selmal on raskusi ringi liikumisega. Öösel ei saa ta und, kuid päeval on tal raske ärkvel püsida. „Lämbun valust, mõeldes, millest ma olen ilma jäänud,“ kirjutab ta, kuid kinnitab, et ta saab siiski hakkama, abiks pere, sõbrad ja palved. „Palvetan nagu paljud meist. Iman endasse armastust, kus aga saan.“